i made tons of new “friends” when i called myself a christian & was going to church 2 to 3 times a week!
BUT i didn’t realize we weren’t REALLY friends until i went thru theee worst time of my life from my last gma dying in the midst of going through a divorce all while sleeping in my truck for months! not to mention being in & out of the hospital from the stress & depression!
people could only think to call it “church hurt” but it’s much more complicated than that! but when you’re going thru arguably the worst storm you’ve ever faced in life those happy/smiling faces @ “church” don’t quite cover it!
there are scriptures that speak against those who don’t help but always explain how they’re “PRAYING” for you! 😒
It is now two thousand & twenty (according to the calendar) – so that entails that we have embarked onto something new… but it just seems like the same old same old to me. The grass is still green during this warm winter & the sky is still blue. The only thing that i noticed was that there were more bullet shells in the street than before. But that’s nothing new either.