~My Pisces Love~

you are my therapy

i need your energy

the sound of your voice brings me

a sigh of relief!

you remove the anxiety

from inside of me!

@ night i can’t sleep!

you sing me a lullaby when you speak

you are ALWAYS IN MY DREAMS!!!

some rated R & some PG

some me rubbing your legs & your feet

but every time it’s you & me being happy!

i’m in love with your Chi!

you’re my lovely…

Pisces…

KiKi 😍🤗😘

~PS~

~Emotionally Damaged~

head in my hands…

(mind in the clouds)

heart in my stomach…

(knees on the ground!)

legs too weak to get me to my feet!

arms too weak to lift a spoon to eat…

voice in the corner in a constant scream!!!

unable to articulate distinguishable speech

hoopin & hollerin like when your pastors preach!

too low to get a finger hold

but still too high to reach!

~Emotionally damaged~

weeping uncontrollably!!

TMH knows how much i miss my gma Mary & my gma Willie!

~PS~

~The Dark Ages~

i made tons of new “friends” when i called myself a christian & was going to church 2 to 3 times a week!

BUT i didn’t realize we weren’t REALLY friends until i went thru theee worst time of my life from my last gma dying in the midst of going through a divorce all while sleeping in my truck for months! not to mention being in & out of the hospital from the stress & depression!

people could only think to call it “church hurt” but it’s much more complicated than that! but when you’re going thru arguably the worst storm you’ve ever faced in life those happy/smiling faces @ “church” don’t quite cover it!

there are scriptures that speak against those who don’t help but always explain how they’re “PRAYING” for you! 😒

~PS~

~Libra~

who brings the BALANCE!?

who sees adversity & learns something about it!?

knocking down challenge after challenge!

who keeps the peace between ya peeps when they be wildin!?

Libra …

who grows like a giraffe neck!?

never disrespects! deserves respect

earns his ✔

& when he burns a bridge its for revenge!

empathetic to a fault! & truly loves his friends!

procrastination created from being overly patient

but very knowledgeable not the one to have debates with

sticks to the basics

never hatin

always lovin

heart as warm as an oven!

treats er’body the same!

sister – momma – brother – cousin!

there when the others wasn’t

but somewhere else when they were

rare breed to know the streets & know The Word!

& know some words

it seems absurd

for a man to not wash his hands before he pees

lil things to make you think!

you’re welcome

Ladies & Gentlemen

Libra season is always in!

we’re the ones who take the heat when humans turn to vent

the human conditioning

commissioned to recondition

the current conditions

& the traditions of men are how we’re livin!

God called us to fix it! & that’s not just Libra – that’s all of us!

~PS~

~PS~

growing up i was a loner until i grew confidence in myself & was happy with the people around me!

i invested my time into them… learning to entertain others by their individual senses of humor

learning how to laugh @ things that i didn’t find funny from my own perspective

but can empathize with how it could be funny to someone else

allowing people to simply be themselves @ any cost… (in a way)

learning who the bullies were by their humor

giving “the picked on” the chance to defend themselves, but always being the example of what to do when the bully chose to try me!

i’m DEFINITELY NOT SAYING that i’m the toughest guy around!! i’m just saying that i draw confidence in righteous judgement ♎

i believe that there is a balance to everything & everyone ♠♥♦♣

i believe that most people know right from wrong but that there are some who choose to do wrong & some who are ignorant of their actions…

(conditioning)

so there has to be a level of patience & discernment being demonstrated

I believe that there has to be an understanding between certain people of just what type of people we all individually are!?

NO ONE WANTS TO BE TRICKED

(i’ve noticed)

“ER’BODY WANTS TO GO TO HEAVEN BUT NOBODY WANTS TO DIE”

~PS~

The beginning of something old…

It is now two thousand & twenty (according to the calendar) – so that entails that we have embarked onto something new… but it just seems like the same old same old to me. The grass is still green during this warm winter & the sky is still blue. The only thing that i noticed was that there were more bullet shells in the street than before. But that’s nothing new either.

~PS~