it is very challenging to love ignorant people…
especially when they are so quick to argue with you about a subject they know nothing about.
when you have personal experience in the matter or you’ve taken the time to research the information beforehand & study it & meditate on it
when you’ve had conversations with others about it already &/or have seen other people debate about it & point out very crucial points & undeniable facts
then to take the knowledge that you’ve obtained to your loved ones & TRY to actually SHOW them what you’ve learned with cited sources & all
only to watch them reject the knowledge from what i can only describe as “foolish pride”
then be told over & over things like “you think you’re so smart” or “you think you know EVERYTHING” or “you always gotta be right” or “you always wanna argue” etc…
but the truth is i’m simply trying to love!
& one thing i know is that when you love someone you don’t want them to be ignorant! you don’t want them making a fool of themselves in private or in public! i personally want MY PEOPLE to be ahead of the game!
i have a saying i’ve been using MY ENTIRE LIFE…
“you do not have to burn your hand if i’ve already burnt mine!”
& i say that because i LITERALLY burnt my hand on the stove as a kid checking to see if a burner would still be hot immediately AFTER i turn the fire off! IT WAS!! lol
so i chose from there to share any & every experience i have with my loved ones that are debating on going down any of the same roads that i’ve already been on!
the issue seems to be the fact that i’ve been down many many roads!
people WANT to have their own experiences! i get it!! i myself didn’t/don’t listen to EVERY little piece of advice that comes my way! honestly who does!?
but certain things just don’t sit well in my conscience if i don’t @ least try to warn my people about! but of course the choice is always ultimately up to the individual themselves…
but that’s not the issue…
the main issue is the people who get angry!
the people who talk bad!
the ones who turn around & slander your name from being so upset about the help you tried to offer that they rejected.
the ones who found out the hard way that you were in fact RIGHT! & their pride won’t allow them to speak to you anymore!
the ones who are determined to debate with you about any & every thing UNTIL they win an argument to PROVE to THEMSELVES that you are NOT perfect!! & that you DON’T know EVERYTHING!!
they’ve basically transformed themselves into your enemy!
but my intentions are/were to never make someone feel foolish or dumb in any way!
my intentions are/were always to simply INFORM! to share MY knowledge!
but it seems that the world we live in is setup to crucify those who have the knowledge…
so in turn i find myself by myself…
observing the world & it’s ignorance…
fighting thru the sadness of loved ones arguing & fighting over the pettiest things.
hating each other because everyone wants to go their own way & no one wants to hear the potential consequences of the path they’re choosing…
so here i am…
i don’t have any enemies
besides this Legion of demons
attacking me from all sides in my mind… 🤔
or should i say my Social Media Time Line
but the real life choices I make
aren’t like what i say on “the book” cause that Facebook 💩’s fake!
like putting 💕 on a “chicks” picture
doesn’t mean that i’m sticking dick in her! 🤦🏾
i got MAD LOVE for my SISTERS 💪🏾
But these angles are quick to catch a BROTHAS eyes 👀
So i appreciate the MEN who stay @ home with their wives
instead of chasing these hoes & they lies
they chose to have a family
some niggas don’t see that as MANLY
but all some niggas know is NIGGA 💩!
so when a MAN presents
himself as such it’s foreign
so you won’t see those niggas supporting
NOT ONE RED CENT!!
but buy drugs & will gun ANOTHER NIGGA QUICK!!!
🗣 it’s SICK!!!
so i battle with choices like joining the masses!
but i hear so many voices & some are very demanding!
Pointing me in directions to disaster!!! 💀
i’ve spent my whole life under so many masters
some were called bosses & some were called Pastors
a couple of exgirlfriends – ex-wife &&& baby momma
needless to say i’ve been in some drama! 😒
not to mention dodging prison while out here chasing a comma
but it’s uncommon to see someone who’s got no fonk in the streets
but medicates heavily!
& meditates daily
balancing my energy
but i don’t have any enemies
besides this Legion of demons!
attacking me from all sides of my mind!
or should i say my Social Media Time Line
so i try to stay active like Rich & The Pop!
to keep my foes tired & winded!
#Support_Black_Business is winning!! 💪🏾✊🏾
& i’m teaching my kids independence 💪🏾
I HATE FLINGS!!!
cuzz every fling i’m in i’m always the booger!
flying across the room landing wherever!
whether i splat against the wall or fall short of the stall…
regarless i get tossed without a care…
thrown out like Jazzy Jeff along with my feelings in the air!
but it’s astounding how far i can be flung with all this baggage!
these new millennium bitches are too savage!
fucking niggas til they get what they were after!
if life were a book…
these hoes nowadays gotta new nigga in every chapter!
Volume after volume like Britannica!
they’ve developed hard core heavy metal feelings like Metallica!
like vultures they scavengers!
preying on wounded men to take advantage of
now here’s the cycle…
Good Guy meets Bad Girl turns Bad Guy!
now that Bad Guy meets Good Girl
Heaven’s to Mercatroid
could this be pergatory!?
what type of Hell we in!?
living in our skin!
no one wins in this
“Whirl of the World” 🌎
you are who you are
& i am who i am…
but who i am…
is in love…
with who you are! 😍
close like fam
but always wanted to be more!
pics on the Gram
kept your beauty in my vision
so far …
so i start wishin…
& who’da pictured us livin
This DREAM!!? 😴
but REALITY is a real DREAM KILLER!!
..waking up to the real picture …
alone @ home & holmes is next door arguing loud on his phone!
mold on the bread!
behind on the rent…
stress level on red!
anxiety attack IMMINENT!
time to roll up a gram of street meds
Self induced coma i’m going back to bed!
I saw a girl who was SO FINE!!
& I was too shy to say hi
so i just smiled & 🎵walked on by!”🎵
believe that what is meant to be will surely be
so if i see this girl ONE MORE TIME!!
i’ll take the proper steps & step to her like a man!
but if she has a man who steps to me as a man…
then i’ll play it cool & like a G hope to be a potential side piece @ LEAST!!
be there to lend an ear & listen to her complaints!
trying to convince her that i’m everything he ain’t!
til the day comes when she’s fed up with all the long nights & her head hurts from the long cries…
so in her mind she finds it best to wipe the tears from her eyes
pulling up on me asking for my side piece advice!
& i tell her what she wants to hear cause all that i have in mind
creating Soul Ties!
when do you expect to win?
you change directions like the wind
far from ignorant
but living in sin
starved for attention
& never content
less than par performance
spirit & flesh
in need of an alignment
but to much pride to admit
let’s check the list:
poor credit ✔
bad references ✔